what the hell

what the hell does it mean when you can't sleep and all you think about is "being bad" as in staying out late and being a "hardcore" "Teen" that does stuff and "parties" everyday and has "hot sex" with good looking random strangers who arent carriers of any kind of STD what so ever, and i wear and slightly worn out leather jacket that fits perfectly over my magically sculpted, huge ,bulging muscles, I think it means YOUR FUCKIN DREAMING.

Well, i have a lot of dreams, I plan on being a rockstar like Lady Gaga, Beatle, Jonas Brother status of fame, nothing less, oh yeah and like really rich like "oh damn" rich, like " hey, you ran out of toilet paper?, heres some gold to wipe your ass" rich. Yes please sign me up.

A lot of people tell me I'm an old soul or that i act older than i am, but i still look 5 years old and im 15. Depressing. But i do act older. I really seem to understand that you have to work for the things you want, instead of waiting for it to fall out of the sky and smack you right in the balls. Because A) I never happens, and B) its more fun to create your success. To put yourself in the position to go "fuck ya, i did this" has to be the greatest reward of all and i crave it everyday.

So moral of the story don't sit on your ass.